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Thread ID: 14488 | Posts: 10 | Started: 2004-07-09
2004-07-09 13:48 | User Profile
Let me give you a scenario that has left me in a bout with the blues that I'm having a hard time bouncing back from.
Take one white racist, 30, been in this for at least 15 years, can handle himself in a fair fight, not a brawler but not a stranger to fists. Put him at a party with a couple of younger buddies. Imagine them having some beers and handing out some literature. One girl responds quite positively.
An hour or two pass. The 3 racists go to sleep in their car. Some wigger kids, teenagers, show up, find a flyer, decide to do something about it. Someone points the racists out and a couple kids approach the car, one knocking on the drivers window where the older guy is sitting. He wakes up and the kids call him out and start running their mouth. He grabs one by the throat and all of a sudden 6 kids jump on him and give him a boot party.
The two other guys wake up and see what's going on. One jumps in the driver seat, turns the car around and gets the human hackey-sack in the car. This is made much easier because the chick who at least pretended to like the message steps in and tells the kickers, "You don't even know this guy! Let him up!"
One of the kids kicks the car, the old guy is fired up now and hasn't got his licks in, so he bails out again and pounds this kids head, at which point they all pile on again but he fights his way out and back into the car, which they start stomping and breaking beer bottles on.
The friend in the drivers seat spins the car around and hits another car in the process. The cops show up and nab everyone involved.
So, here's why 30's got the blues:
1: Wrecked car that insurance doesn't want to cover.
2: Good friend who did the wrecking in the process of saving his neck.
3: Assault charge (on a minor?) for slugging the kid that kicked the car first.
4: The "race thing" coming up in the case, even though there were no non-whites in the place all night.
5: The car that got hit belonged to the girl who stepped in.
6: Two weeks out of work (or on half days) with cracked ribs, a pissed off girlfriend and no car, giving him plenty of time to dwell on it.
If I wanted a sermon I'd go to church. Don't need to hear, "Don't drink and hand out flyers" and other advice that we had beforehand and just ignored.
Just want to know... in any case, but especially after getting your ass kicked from all sides like this, how you would "get a grip" and fix your attitude to move on.
Some mornings I find putting on some good music works for a while... read a book... good for a while... surf the net... good for a while... but at the end of the day the thought that the current situation really sucks and won't clear up for a couple of months takes hold.
What are some suggestions for getting your head around such a matter?
2004-07-09 15:50 | User Profile
[QUOTE=Metric Clock] If I wanted a sermon I'd go to church. Don't need to hear, "Don't drink and hand out flyers" and other advice that we had beforehand and just ignored.[/QUOTE] I hope you don't take this as sermonizing, because I don't mean it as such, but might I humbly suggest that you look at this as an opportunity to investigate the Word of God? I find personally, that when things are going well for me, I often get too wrapped up in material things. When I am feeling low, I am humbled enough to be more receptive to what Christ is offering me. I hope you get well soon, and I wish you the best.
2004-07-09 18:33 | User Profile
I thank you for that... I've got the Bible on my bedside table but must admit it hasn't been open for a while. I was raised Baptist and must shamedly say that there have been times that this faith was the much-neglected last thing I fall back on. Guess I've been slowly going along with all the bashing the religion has taken, nearly to the point of swearing the whole thing off. The whole WN Christian-bashing thing has never set well with me though.
I'm going to sit down this evening and do some reading from the first page in the New Testament that falls open after your suggestion. Will let you know how it goes.
2004-07-09 18:59 | User Profile
[QUOTE=Metric Clock]I'm going to sit down this evening and do some reading from the first page in the New Testament that falls open after your suggestion. Will let you know how it goes.[/QUOTE] Please do. And if I can be of help in any way, don't hesitate to ask.
2004-07-10 04:00 | User Profile
I know, friend ! You are young.. and I'm only 5 years older than you, but the experiences you state are fact. I graduated from college in 1989, before the internet by a longshot. I may have benefited from area-based White insolation that you did not. There was not one Negro in my High School graduating Class. 11986, Cranston West, Cranston, Rhode Island. Today, OMG, I live in the same area and see it all the time. It's a change in society. Because society is comfortable now, everyone is equal. If you can make 10,000 as a drug dealer, that 10,000 is the same as a white girl's Daddy's money. Hold steadfast, fight when you can. I know only last year I got beat up by 5 ( yes FIVE ) young Negroes at my local mall. Go sift thry my posts, the gory details are there.. Don;t have Pride in what you are. No White Man ever had Pride in what he was until he was forced into the Communist situation of having to accept a Negro as His Equal. He is Not Your Equal. They are Our Burden, they are Useless, Non-Contributing often hostile Savages.. We must avoid them, Separate ourselves From Them, and RENEW OUR GOD-GIVEN RIGHT OF CONTROL.
2004-07-10 08:54 | User Profile
[QUOTE=Metric Clock]What are some suggestions for getting your head around such a matter?[/QUOTE]
Maybe those who have found peace through religious expression or whatnot can give you some useful advice; I have none. Life often sucks, frequently for those who least deserve it (ESPECIALLY if they make some minor error that would be totally overlooked in the life of an ordinary person). I've learned that no good deed goes unpunished. A great example is the situation at work, where I was hired to work the Mon-Fri swing shift (which was what I wanted), but now I have to do the weekend grave shifts, because the woman they hired to do them is so incompetent that she can't get the work done (perhaps this White woman's efficiency is reduced by all the drugs she consumes with her live-in nigger boyfriend). Since I'm a much better worker, I get punished with having to take the much more difficult and less desirable grave shifts 40% of my workweek. The incompetent woman has been rewarded with two of my coveted swing shifts. Its a minor problem compared to yours, granted, but its very typical of the life we face in this society. Things are more unfair than they need to be.
Keep handing out the fliers - I've distributed about 1,000 National Alliance leaflets on peoples windshields at night. Doing so contributed to the loss of a previous job, when my activism brought me to the attention of the local press, and it also got my home visited by two detectives and a uniformed officer (although I'm a little vague about what crime they were supposed to be investigating). Good luck.
2004-07-10 11:03 | User Profile
[QUOTE]Imagine them [B]having some beers [/B] and handing out some literature. [/QUOTE]
The problem is in bold.
Cut alcohol out of the equation, and you'll get a completely different result.
They went to sleep in the car? Sounds like they were as high as Georgia pines.
If you're looking for my advice, it is this: quit drinking altogether. Not even a glass of wine or a can of beer. Zero. Zippo. Nada. Same for drugs. Cut it out of your life altogether. If you need help with that, join a 12-step program, but get that done.
Alcohol (and drugs) are like a parasite on your neck. It's a terrible handicap for so many of our men. Cutting alcohol, drugs, tobacco out of one's life provides the winning edge in this Darwinian competition we call life.
Give it up, and don't look back.
That's my unsolicited advice, for what it's worth.
Walter
2004-07-10 16:29 | User Profile
Metric Clock, I find few things helpful. Be defiant. "Time heals all wounds" is mostly true. Beer and pool with some like-minded friends is medicinal. Consider that it is better to be in your shoes than to be an ignorant, self-hating wigger. This is war, at least you didn't get a limb blown off.
Just never be stupid. Never let your emotion land you in more trouble.
2004-07-10 18:20 | User Profile
[QUOTE=Metric Clock]Put him at a party with a couple of younger buddies. Imagine them having some beers and handing out some literature. One girl responds quite positively.
An hour or two pass. [B]The 3 racists go to sleep in their car[/B].[/QUOTE]
There's your problem right there. When you distribute controversial political literature, you should emulate the tactics of a guerilla warrior. Get in the area where you need to be, distribute the literature quickly and effectively, then pack your things and promptly leave. Hit-and-run, hit-and-run!
2004-07-11 03:07 | User Profile
[QUOTE=Braveheart]There's your problem right there. When you distribute controversial political literature, you should emulate the tactics of a guerilla warrior. Get in the area where you need to be, distribute the literature quickly and effectively, then pack your things and promptly leave. Hit-and-run, hit-and-run![/QUOTE]
Thats probably good advice to Metric Clock. Every word passed is good word, even when you must leave the scence . Times can be like that, for sure. But I have left literature, then quitly either sat or walked around looking like the person who did not leave it, and wait and watch for the first people who happen upon it. This is rewarding. As Walter said, doing this activity without alcohol ( and especially without drugs ) is paramount. We are our own worst enemy when we think we are " fine" but in retrospect think of the vast difference when we are totally clean. And in spreading literature at a location, being sober is necessary. Why give a worker or the cops any other reason to have a problem with you. If you are totally sober, you will hold fast. If you are not, you might appear to be someone with something to hide. Number 1 ) Look for cameras. Number 2 ) Look for workers. Number 3). Sit in the area like you are doing something else. A reader of the Jew Mags. Number 4 ) Place the material alongside the other material. Number 5 ) Slowly and Gradually walk away Number 6 ) Now you are part of the Public again. Behave as Such. Number 7 ) Leave, and come back in a day or two. Number 8 ) Come back the next day. If all are gone, you KNOW the authorities took them. If only 1-2 are gone and the rest are still there, then you know your outreach was successful.
In Peace, E.D.