← Autodidact Archive · Original Dissent · KingOfPain
Thread ID: 11518 | Posts: 30 | Started: 2003-12-18
2003-12-18 07:42 | User Profile
Not many of you know me, so I will give a slight background so you can understand my situation.....
I grew up in an ALL black neighborhood and was the only white guy I knew throughout my years in school. Had some rough times, but the upbringing I had made me grow some thick skin, as can be expected. Been stabbed on two occasions and shot at as well, not to mention the countless times I was jumped, for no other reason than the color of my skin. blah blah blah...
Well... My whole life, I have ALWAYS tried to be understanding of others. And despite how a group of people may have treated me, I always treat people as individuals (Men as MEN, and women like LADIES) regardless of their race. Even if the last 100 blacks I ran across were rude, I would still (initially) be nice to the next one that came along. I cannot HELP but be empathetic towards others, which is apparently a quality that MOST blacks are totally incapable of. I mean.. basically I feel cursed by my own decency. I wish I could just hate mother****ers and focus all my hate and anger on every black guy that crosses my path. BUT, I just cant bring myself to that.
Basically I am pissed that it should even come to this. I dont HATE anybody and I certainly do not blame blacks for taking care of their own and looking out for their best interests... BUT this politically correct bashing of the white race and culture I WILL NOT TOLERATE!!!!
I dont HATE black people, but I *ing HATE double standards. And I run across double standards EVERY *ing day of my life. Tooo many to list and you are all probably aware of what I am talking about already anyhow so I will spare you....
And every black person I walk by looks at me like they want to kill me.... Yet I am the racist? I have been in sooo many fights just from making eye contact with the mother****ers.
Black culture is VASTLY different than white culture.. Plain and *ing simple.. Its quite obvious to anyone who has unbiased eyes. I have NEVER felt at home around these ers, and they are the only ones I even knew growing up (besides my family). Their whole way of being is primitive. I mean its all about posturing, showing how tough you are, how much 'bling bling' you have, and how many babies momma's you have dangling around out there. I mean they are sooo programmed on instinct it isnt even funny. Bunch of useless mother***ers for the most part, who offer NOTHING to our species.
Which brings me to my *ing point. I feel hopeless. Why? Because I am tired of bitching about this shit on the net and among friends... All the while having to sit around and watch as my people, my culture, and my very way of life is destroyed all around me. I feel completely impotent and know that there is NOTHING I can *ing do to change the tides.
The white race is a dying breed. And for me to sit back and not do everything I can to ensure the survival of my own kind makes me feel useless. I am a man of action, not words.... And thats whats sooo frustrating. Why? Because EVERYONE buys into the shit that they are selling. "We are all equal", "we are all one", "its about the human race", all the while blacks can be proud of their trivial accomplishments while we have to hold our heads in shame. I mean thats the *ing mentality now... Trust me.. I know! I teach highschool in the very same ghetto school I went to and the curricullum is getting blacker by the minute. I mean these mother*ers rewrite history more and more each year. And school is more of a prison than a place to learn... Especially if you are some poor scrawny little white kid in a room full of blacks. Damn.. I feel for those who are in that situation.
I would feel alot more at ease if i lived somewhere that i wasnt constantly reminded of the world to come - I live in Miami and this is a microcosm of the future America. One day.. very soon.. when we are the minority, there will be HELL to pay. And all those dumb ****ing crackers who sat around listening to their rap music and swearing they were "down" will see just how DOWN they are.
I dont know.. I am just rambling here... But it is getting so that this rambling doesnt pacify me anymore. And I am growing more and more frustrated by the day. But there is NOTHING I can do to change the way things are... And more despairingly there is nothing I can do to change the way things are going to be.
*... this sucks! Makes me want to *ing slap around every old white guy I see, for allowing this shit to happen in the 1st place. Godamn integration... wtf were they thinking?
2003-12-18 11:20 | User Profile
[QUOTE]The white race is a dying breed. And for me to sit back and not do everything I can to ensure the survival of my own kind makes me feel useless. I am a man of action, not words.... [/QUOTE]
I empathize, but we must not give ourselves over to negativity. Stiff upper lip, and all that.
The simple truth is that you can do the one thing that all of us can do - the one thing that counts: marry a nice white girl, move to a white state/neighborhood, get yourself educated if you aren't already, settle down into a job and career, have tons of great sex and lots of children, and raise them to be conscious of their heritage as European Americans and the source of the Threat against it.
And keep on bitchin', on the internet and elsewhere.
If you and the rest of us will just do that, our ultimate victory is assured.
Merry Christmas!
Walter
2003-12-18 16:00 | User Profile
Welcome King of Pain. I feel your pain dude, I think most on OD will too. My wife's family lives in Miami and whenever we go there I get depressed, moreso than here in NYC.
I think it's because within the natural beauty of the different species of trees and flowers, the bay and the ocean, the pretty landscape and nice houses, exceptional sunny weather, etc.... I see SO many filthy humans wrecking the scenery. In NYC the landscape is gray, dirty and ugly....so you expect ugly behavior.
Anyway, you gotta remember that some people wake up faster than others. Many, many White people are caught up in ridiculous trivial pursuits that the jewish media reinforces on their teevee sets, and don't have the capacity to think "outside the box". But many of these same Whites know deep inside that their days are numbered and there's not going to be too many places left to run away from the browns and blacks overtaking urban and suburban neighborhoods all across the USA. White people are still in their comfort zones and it's sad that it's going to take apocalyptic events to bring them to our way of thinking.
There's really not a whole lot we can do personally but keep in touch on forums like OD and whatever like minded brethren we have in the real world and support whichever WN group you're attracted to, and then, let Nature do it's great and awesome work; for the day is certainly coming when White people will have a most rude awakening concerning their fate in this land. The terror that awaits Whites, due payment for their sloth, gluttony, and delusions will certainly drive a new movement of White resistance and many people will fully understand that you, me, and the other good folks at OD, were right and full of wisdom all along. But it's still no consolation.
The mammoth lie that the current world order lives and feeds on is going to collapse. Just be ready.
2003-12-18 16:12 | User Profile
Most whites know what's going on - education ain't the problem. I mean, you can't MISS it, can you?
What they do feel is powerless.....powerless to stop anything. There's no representation in GOVT to stop it, and frankly most people aren't going to run around the streets gunning people down.
It's certainly depressing, but as the poster above stated, DO something yourself. Have kids, teach them right & wrong.
-Jay
ps: What's wrong with Bush's quote, our exports come from overseas? We have plenty that come from Mexico & Canada, no?
2003-12-18 19:45 | User Profile
[QUOTE=Walter Yannis]I empathize, but we must not give ourselves over to negativity. Stiff upper lip, and all that.
The simple truth is that you can do the one thing that all of us can do - the one thing that counts: marry a nice white girl, move to a white state/neighborhood, get yourself educated if you aren't already, settle down into a job and career, have tons of great sex and lots of children, and raise them to be conscious of their heritage as European Americans and the source of the Threat against it.
And keep on bitchin', on the internet and elsewhere.
If you and the rest of us will just do that, our ultimate victory is assured.
Merry Christmas!
Walter[/QUOTE]
good advice bro. but finding a 'good white girl' in miami is about as likely as my seeing it snow here. :D the ones who are left seem to be only into black dudes.... Well actually I know some would be into me too, but **** that.. I could never see myself being with a girl once she has been with a black guy.
so i gotta move 1st... then i can maybe find me a good white woman.
I did move to southern utah for a brief period a couple years back. And i LOVED IT. I mean it was a culture shock to me, and that experience was an awakening for me, since I never knew anything beyond miami at that point. I felt AT HOME in that place the 1st day I arrived, more so than the combined 30 years of my life that i spent in miami. But due to me and my fiancee breaking off our relationship and the consequent financial problems... I had to move back home.
NOW... I am in a position that the ONLY place I can live at for a reasonable cost.. is the house I grew up in. My parents have sold me the house, and I am stuck here until I can get nationally certified (as a teacher), fix my credit, and then consequently have the ability to get a job someplace else and a house to live in.
in any case.. i will keep on bitching. to anyone who will listen and then some. but i still feel it is all for not.
maybe my vision is impaired down here in this dump.. and maybe i think things are worse than they really are... I dont know... but if this is indeed a sign of whats to come... then i feel for the rest of you as much as myself when there is NO PLACE else to run.
but even as it is now... little white kids in montana can still watch MTV and immulate these ****ing heathens and desire to mix with them regardless of what their parents teach them. I dont think that will be a problem with my kids, but i can only have sooo many kids myself. And I am not like some ghetto scumbag who will go around knocking up as many woman as i can and then abandoning them. Though sometimes i get the feeling that i should... I mean, its better for me to knock her up and leave her, than to have her sit around waiting for some black guy to do it.
2003-12-18 20:00 | User Profile
[QUOTE=xmetalhead]Welcome King of Pain. I feel your pain dude, I think most on OD will too. My wife's family lives in Miami and whenever we go there I get depressed, moreso than here in NYC.
I think it's because within the natural beauty of the different species of trees and flowers, the bay and the ocean, the pretty landscape and nice houses, exceptional sunny weather, etc.... I see SO many filthy humans wrecking the scenery. In NYC the landscape is gray, dirty and ugly....so you expect ugly behavior.
Anyway, you gotta remember that some people wake up faster than others. Many, many White people are caught up in ridiculous trivial pursuits that the jewish media reinforces on their teevee sets, and don't have the capacity to think "outside the box". But many of these same Whites know deep inside that their days are numbered and there's not going to be too many places left to run away from the browns and blacks overtaking urban and suburban neighborhoods all across the USA. White people are still in their comfort zones and it's sad that it's going to take apocalyptic events to bring them to our way of thinking.
There's really not a whole lot we can do personally but keep in touch on forums like OD and whatever like minded brethren we have in the real world and support whichever WN group you're attracted to, and then, let Nature do it's great and awesome work; for the day is certainly coming when White people will have a most rude awakening concerning their fate in this land. The terror that awaits Whites, due payment for their sloth, gluttony, and delusions will certainly drive a new movement of White resistance and many people will fully understand that you, me, and the other good folks at OD, were right and full of wisdom all along. But it's still no consolation.
The mammoth lie that the current world order lives and feeds on is going to collapse. Just be ready.[/QUOTE]
miami WAS such a beautiful city man. and i have watched with my very own eyes as it has been turning into another shithole by these animals. i have seen ALL my family move away and most other white people as well and i dont think it is coincidence that the more white people leave, the less tolerable it is to live here. I mean its as if criminals are taking their places and coming here with an intent to **** things up as best they can.
as far as white people learning.. well.. i think most learn too damn late. they allow themselves to be blinded by the bullshit and before they know it, they have 3 little black babies running around with NO daddy in sight. i mean the shit the media pushes has a HUGE influence on kids. Even when I was young I felt sort of ashamed to be white and in many ways tried not to look toooo white... I mean it was a matter of survival!!! Then luckily I woke up in my mid teens... realized the way things really are and made my own conclusions, not some shit i was force fed. but now I am left with this feeling of hopelessness... since there is really only very little i can do.
i mean i work in this ghetto school... and believe me, i go to bat for the white kids in that school. BTW - I dont view Cubans as being non white... Many of them are as white as I will ever be. And sad thing is, these kids are there trying to learn, but cant, because the other kids are either tooo loud or too dumb and the curricullum has had to be 'dumbed down' to accomodate these monkeys. Its really quite disturbing. And i can only imagine the way white kids in public schools feel nowadays.. I finished highschool in 1990 and i can assure you that things are MUCH more ANTIWHITE now than they were then... And admittingly i was influenced by it all... so I dont see how many white kids now can rise above it. At least not till its tooo late!
BTW - i am READY.. just wishing this shit woudl go down SOONER than later. These mother****ers want a revolution, i say we give it to them!
2003-12-18 20:08 | User Profile
[QUOTE=jay]Most whites know what's going on - education ain't the problem. I mean, you can't MISS it, can you?
What they do feel is powerless.....powerless to stop anything. There's no representation in GOVT to stop it, and frankly most people aren't going to run around the streets gunning people down.
It's certainly depressing, but as the poster above stated, DO something yourself. Have kids, teach them right & wrong.
-Jay
ps: What's wrong with Bush's quote, our exports come from overseas? We have plenty that come from Mexico & Canada, no?[/QUOTE]
you are right.. you cant miss seeing the way these people act on a daily basis. no doubt!
but when you have a cloud of guilt held over your head and are taught to be ashammed of who you are, then of course the things that should be sooo obvious become anything but.
and i dont think the main problem is the whites who feel powerless.. I think its the whites who actually go to bat for blacks... and push the very same stuff they push. I see it ALL the time. Whites are more anti white than blacks it seems.
but we dont have to go gunning people down... i would settle for the truth being known. not some sugar coated rewritten history.. or some biased interpretation of why things are the way they are. I mean blacks and whites are anything BUT the same, and it goes MUCH MUCH deeper than skin color... we are wired differently. BUT... even mentioning this FACT would have you branded as a racist.. And thats political suicide. I mean ANYTIME someone mentions something about segregation, everyone collectively sighs.... lol and i am thinking to myself... "HOLY SHIT, THESE DUMB CRACKERS SHOULD KNOW NOW MORE THAN EVER THAT INTEGRATION WAS A MISTAKE!!!!" But they would rather fit into the mainstream view of things, than to speak out, or even think for themselves. and THAT is what bothers me the most... Because blacks couldnt have done a DAMN thing that WE didnt collectively LET THEM DO! Plain and simple. This shit is our fathers fault, for letting it come to this.
2003-12-18 20:14 | User Profile
Whites have to learn to be loyal to other whites FIRST, and only then to their government or to the country that's no longer theirs. Doesn't mean that people should drop out from the system, but that they should stand behind group politics in the hope of regaining the country, and making it a white country again.
What do you feel when you read that some black died whether in an accident or at the scene of a crime. Jew? Asian? Nothing. They aren't "my people". They don't matter. And until whites feel like above, this country isn't going to become sane again.
Discriminate every minute. Help your kin. Treat other whites as your extended kin. View other races as your natural enemies in a competition with you.
Wake up.
2003-12-18 20:44 | User Profile
[QUOTE=madrussian]Whites have to learn to be loyal to other whites FIRST, and only then to their government or to the country that's no longer theirs. Doesn't mean that people should drop out from the system, but that they should stand behind group politics in the hope of regaining the country, and making it a white country again.
What do you feel when you read that some black died whether in an accident or at the scene of a crime. Jew? Asian? Nothing. They aren't "my people". They don't matter. And until whites feel like above, this country isn't going to become sane again.
Discriminate every minute. Help your kin. Treat other whites as your extended kin. View other races as your natural enemies in a competition with you.
Wake up.[/QUOTE]
this lesson will come out of neccessity. And unfortunitely not until it is absolutely neccessary for our very survival. Which will be just about the time it is too late.
But i have always given white guys a pass, and I do everything I can to keep from fighting another white guy. And if I ever saw a groupd of blacks attacking a white, you can bet your ass I would be in there without hesitation. But thats far from the way most whites think... I have had white guys sit and watch as I got jumped by a dozen monkeys and not even flinch. And i was more infuriated at them than the guys who actually did it.
I work as a bouncer on the weekends... And the club i work at last weekend had an unusual amount of blacks show up... And now I have to look forward to it getting blacker and blacker each and every week. Which it undoubtibly will get. Which in turn will chase all the decent people away (the hot chicks) and will leave me with nothing but trouble to deal with. Funny how 90% of the time some shit goes down in my club involves a black guy on at least one end of it. Maybe thats just coincidense :rolleyes:
but i see it now, as you do... its a war! and a fight for survival... and thats JUST how I am treating it.
2003-12-18 20:47 | User Profile
I thought Crockett and Tubbs cleaned up Miami for good back in the 80s.
Sonny wouldn't take any crap from those Cubanos.
2003-12-18 20:54 | User Profile
[QUOTE=Texas Dissident]I thought Crockett and Tubbs cleaned up Miami for good back in the 80s.
Sonny wouldn't take any crap from those Cubanos.[/QUOTE]
lol
actually MOST Cubans are good people. And like I said.. many of them are whiter than I am (in that they have blonde hair and blue eyes). They certainly see themselves as being a HUGE step up from Puerto Ricans, and I can tell you they are right on that one. After a generation or two, many of them will be indistinguishable from 'us'. I see a WHITE hispanic as simply speaking a different language than I do. Not unlike a Slavic, German, or Russian white. Race is not defined by language or nationality anymore.
Sadest thing I saw ALL year was this summer, the moment I got off the train in Berlin and looked around only to see Blacks and Arabs... I mean there were hardly ANY white people in the city. My stomach turned and I left there feeling an absolute hopelessness. I mean Europe is being overrun now at a rate MUCH faster than we are. And that will NOT change, I can ASSURE you of this. The powers that be will NOT allow their economy to crumble due to a dying population.. so they will keep importing Africans or anyone else that wants to come. Truly a ****ing disgrace! Our people are being systematically bred out of existence.
BTW - how many members are there on this board bro? I was just wondering.
2003-12-18 20:59 | User Profile
[QUOTE=KingOfPain]BTW - how many members are there on this board bro? I was just wondering.[/QUOTE]
There would be around 900 right now, but a month or two ago I cleaned out a couple of hundred members that had never posted and/or not had any activity within the last two years or so.
2003-12-18 21:27 | User Profile
King Of Pain, I agree with you on the White Cubans and I'm glad you give them the high regard as racial brothers and sisters. They're actually the descendants of Spaniards like some of us are Italian, German, Irish, French or Polish descendants. My wife is White(of course)Cuban and her family members are very racially aware. When I'm there, I feel more comfortable talking racial matters with them than my own family and friends. They're clearly aware of the filthly decay that has happened in Miami and it's environs. Hang in there dude. You're on the right track.
PS. Jay, maybe my former signature was a bit ambiguous. I mean, why import anything to the US? Vital manufacturing is now in China, Phillipines, Taiwan when it should be here. Anyway, I hope you like my new signature. It is not ambiguous. Hypocrisy is the government's game.
2003-12-18 21:47 | User Profile
[QUOTE=xmetalhead]King Of Pain, I agree with you on the White Cubans and I'm glad you give them the high regard as racial brothers and sisters. They're actually the descendants of Spaniards like some of us are Italian, German, Irish, French or Polish descendants. My wife is White(of course)Cuban and her family members are very racially aware. When I'm there, I feel more comfortable talking racial matters with them than my own family and friends. They're clearly aware of the filthly decay that has happened in Miami and it's environs. Hang in there dude. You're on the right track.
PS. Jay, maybe my former signature was a bit ambiguous. I mean, why import anything to the US? Vital manufacturing is now in China, Phillipines, Taiwan when it should be here. Anyway, I hope you like my new signature. It is not ambiguous. Hypocrisy is the government's game.[/QUOTE]
Yes... Cubans are some of the most racist mother****ers you will ever meet. lol I love it! :) Although some of them make no attempt to assimilate, but for the most part, they are good people. At least the WHITE Cubans are. ;)
I may be on the 'right track', but my concerns go MUCH further than myself and consequently things that are beyond my control (for the most part).
PS - how come my signature doesnt show up like yours? Is there a post count requirement or something? Or am I just a retard and cant figure out how to get it to show up? Not that my signature delivers any kind of meaningful messege or anything. :)
Edit: Opps.. Disregard that last part... My little picture thingy is there now.
2003-12-18 22:52 | User Profile
[QUOTE=xmetalhead]Ki PS. Jay, maybe my former signature was a bit ambiguous. I mean, why import anything to the US? Vital manufacturing is now in China, Phillipines, Taiwan when it should be here. Anyway, I hope you like my new signature. It is not ambiguous. Hypocrisy is the government's game.[/QUOTE]
AHAHAH! LMFAO!
That's a great photo. I'm stealing it, to put on other forums, if you don't mind....that rocks.
-J
2003-12-21 04:27 | User Profile
:starwars: I can completly understand where you are coming from. I grew up in a black area of chicago and had to fight my way through shcool every other day. I was lucky and was born from good German-Scottish stock, and by the time I was 16 years old had grown to 6 feet 5 inches and 230 pounds of don't **** with me.
I was also brought up in a household of complete left-wing self-hating liberals that never in there life's had to go to school with any blacks but kept telling me that it would be a good experience to growup with black people so that I would understand them better. At one time there was even a drive by my mother for me to start dateing black girls and for me to even marry a woman of another race so that my parents could show all their liberal friends how well they had raised their child. ( I had other plans in mind for my wife and children )
The only way for me to escape was to go into the military after high school. I was 17 years old and forced my parents to sign the papers that allowed me to go into the military, if not when I was 18 I would go in myself and they would never hear from me again. From their thoughts of he will never make it in the military, they signed my papers and I was able to see the world from a differant point of view. I learned what it was like to be around other white males and to intermix with other whites around the country. I then went to europe and understood the greatness of the white race. I expeienced how beautiful a white woman really is and to be cared for by her.
When I came back home from the military my family could not even understand the nature of the new man I had become. My father told anyone who would listen that the military had screwed me up and that I had some problems to work out. I on the other hand I had become a very aggressive, masculine, self aware, white male. That was not allowed in my families house.
It took me a few months to get my afairs in order then I moved out and never looked back. I have a good relationship with my parents but only at arms leangth.
My wife is from europe and I met her in the United states. I have three children and would love to have at least one more. I am a gen-x white male and personally lived the liberal nightmare in my youth. The fact is that I made a decision very early in my life not to except the shit that other people had planned for my life. I understood that there must be a sacrafice of something for my freedom. I was willing to take that chance and give my life if needed for the opprotunity to free my body and mind. That is what has made the white race the greatest race the world has ever known. [B][U]I teach my sons that the only thing a black man is afraid of is a white man who is not afraid!!!![/U] [/B]
Never allow anyone or any race dictate your decisions or your future. You are an educated white male in a country that is still white ruled. When you start to understand that and really start to believe it you will improve your situation. It will take some real sacrafice on your part and possibly picking yourself up and leaving your situation to start over again. The one thing that you must have is faith, in yourself and your superior being. It is what has elevated my life to a greater level that I enjoy today.
The United States is a beautiful country go out there and find yourself a good white woman and if you have too get one from europe. There are plenty of them that would love to meet a fine American white male. Most only want a good man that will be loyal and want to raise a fine white family. I know this first hand because my wife is from europe. She agrees with the vast majority of all my thinking when it comes to race and culture. She promotes racial identity and quietly shows the children the differances of the races. She softly teaches that the only exceptable wife or husband to our children will be of the white race. My boys openly ask her if there mother will find them a wounderful wife for themselves from her original country. She tells them she will do her best when the time comes.
These are the concepts that must be reborn in our white people of this country. It is not to late for these things to be reinstituted within the culture of the white family. I know, because I live it everyday. I am that average middle class white male who is going to take back my culture but it must start with the children because the older generations are completly lost and our salvation is with the gen-xers and younger. They are the ones that hold our races future. We must teach our children to love themselves again and to see the world and all true modern achievments as being from the white race and forget all others. [B]It will come, you must have faith in yourselves.[/B] Always improvise, adapt and overcome those who would destroy this faith. There will be times when you are knocked down but you must find the streangth to get back up to face the world.
[B][U]Know you will win and you will win. [/B][/U]
bbblitzz
2003-12-21 05:17 | User Profile
[QUOTE]Cubans are some of the most racist mother****ers you will ever meet. lol I love it! [/QUOTE]
True...the last thing you wanna be is a nog or PR lost in the (Cubano) Ironbound section of Newark NJ (not coincidentally the only habitable area of town).
King of Pain, a warm welcome to you. There is a simple explanation to the WHY of what you have experienced. Segregation takes work and commitment and an awareness of purpose. Racial 'equality' only requires a tv set and selfishness and 'let-George-do-it' attitude. Without separatism/segregation, Gresham's Law becomes the law of the land, and Gresham's Law states that "the bad will eventually drive out the good".
People like yourself represent the TRUE Invisible Men that the ni**er Ralph Ellison falsely ascribed to his own people. Whites who grow up and live in all- or predominantly-black neighborhoods simply don't exist in today's 'Kwa. The Jew media are deathly afraid that other whites might somehow learn that people like you exist and are quick to infer that whites in all-black neighborhoods are either drug-addicted white trash or are accepted by their neighbors and allowed to co-exist, unmolested, in their neighborhoods. Don't hold your breath waiting for a crusading journalist or documentary-maker to take up your plight....if anything, they will be more prone to use people like yourself to underscore that "white racism is still alive and well in today's America". It's the fast track to a Pulitzer payday, whereas an unvarnished representation of reality is the exit door with the word "entrance" painted over it.
Because - as you understand only too well - the problem is not Black Racism. The problem is Black People: their nature, their DNA and their hardwired propensity for tribalism and savagery. Ever notice that these people who INSIST on being referred to as African-Americans under no circumstances will countenance taking a trip to Africa to [I]visit[/I] their glorious Mother Country? I've always believed it is because - underneath all the Victim Poses and Kwanzaa daishikis - they know there are no white-built orange-soda dispensers waiting for them back home, no White Devil to complain to, feed off and prey upon, and no white media to flatter them and ignore their stupidity and criminality. Only flies, disease and the omnipresent stench of other Negroes await them in the lands where they were all "kings and queens" (until other Negroes sold them to the Europeans).
I've said it before and I will say it again: without white colonization and white slavers setting foot in Africa hundreds of years ago, the black race - left to their own devices, their own 'science and medicine' and their own 'folk-wisdom' - would today be extinct for a century or more.
My advice to you - seeing as you are reasonably articulate and capable of practicing or acquiring a skilled trade of some sort - is to GET OUT. At the first available opportunity. I'd sooner eke out an existence in a tiny furnished room in a white neighborhood than live rent-free in a 10,000 sq-ft duplex in Ni**ertown. You can't change them, you can't defuse them and you can't kill them....however, the reverse is [B]not [/B] true. Therefore you must escape them. Especially as you sound like someone whose fuse is burning down quickly.....you should be hip enough to reality by now to know if your bouncer job, or your 'neighbors', involve you in an altercation with moolies that ends up involving law enforcement in ANY WAY....you will be thrown to the wolves. Not that the cops won't understand who is really guilty...but if it's THEM or YOU...welll....
Get out, and turn your life experiences into a cautionary tale for other whites. Most will not listen, but one or two will. But that's how you save our race - one white man at a time. And begin to ask WHO has driven these suicidal social policies into being, and WHY.
2003-12-21 10:30 | User Profile
[QUOTE]I know this first hand because my wife is from europe. She agrees with the vast majority of all my thinking when it comes to race and culture. [/QUOTE]
I'm in a similar situation. Mrs. Yannis is from southeastern Europe, and sees the world in starkly tribal terms.
She just takes it for granted that the Jews look out for Jews, the Serbs look out for Serbs, the Greeks for Greeks, Armenians for Armenians, and so forth. She doesn't understand our squeamishness in talking about Tribal inflluence and power in America.
It really is odd, when you think about it. Here we are with the Tribe openly arse-raping the bejeezus out of white America, and whites find it impolite to say "ouch!"
Welcome to OD!
Walter
2003-12-21 18:21 | User Profile
Man you are just overwhelmed by your environment. Congoids do not rule the country nor will they ever. They are, with a 20% exception, stupid, violent, crass, destined for calamity under whatever system encompasses them. All you have to do is move away from them. Move to rural Mississippi or something. Best of luck.
2003-12-21 18:43 | User Profile
[QUOTE=il ragno]Because - as you understand only too well - the problem is not Black Racism. The problem is Black People: their nature, their DNA and their hardwired propensity for tribalism...[/QUOTE]
Usually I agree with you, IR, but not on this issue.
Because - as you understand only too well - the problem is not Black Racism. The problem is White People: their docile natures, their go-along-to-get-along DNA (it must be in that double helix somewhere!) and their hardwired propensity to [B]avoid tribalism that might save their butts even when their butts are heading toward the endangered species list.[/B]
Other than that little detail, good post.
2003-12-21 20:51 | User Profile
Well put, Redbeard. And very true.
2003-12-21 21:32 | User Profile
Maybe the white DNA is the problem. Maybe there is some more general problem with human DNA, related to behavior that occurs when a group becomes very powerful. Or perhaps it all has more to do with shaping from our historical experiences relative to the 'Holy Roman Empire,' and its imparting of sense of shared destiny without having the proper brakes installed.
2003-12-21 23:01 | User Profile
[QUOTE=theaustrian]Maybe the white DNA is the problem. Maybe there is some more general problem with human DNA, related to behavior that occurs when a group becomes very powerful. Or perhaps it all has more to do with shaping from our historical experiences relative to the 'Holy Roman Empire,' and its imparting of sense of shared destiny without having the proper brakes installed.[/QUOTE] Nine and half million WHITE Military only men died in the so called WAR TO END ALL WARS, non-sense from 1914-1919 period. Almost 700,000 white men lost their lives in the U.S. so called civil war, not counting civilian deaths to malnutrician, disease and heart break. Almost a half million U.S. Whites died in JWW2 not counting millions of European white warriors..The social fabric of white has been torn to peices. My point is so many of our bravest, smartest, and caring men have been murdered off in terrible fratricidal wars, so we missing great parts of our DNA. Plus through the 60's and into the 70's with Shumachers book " Small is Beautiful" He toughted conserve etc. We did, and were stabbed the back with open borders. So many of U.S. whites had no children or one, while savage's bread like flies. This why by 1977-78, there was an absolute shortage of teen age boys to do yard work etc. Then a real rush of Mexican's came in, and other genocidal white haters starting flooding in too. Perhaps as is the evidence is clear most of our brain washed women and a smaller amount of men, feel the stress of the anti-white hate, and that feeling alone stops too many whites who feel insecure, and do have children. Many of the higher income educated have small family's. I have heard too many women say I am not having children in this messed up world, as the glaring Mongol from Mexico in the store has five kids, and is pregnant is about 23.. Most non whites in the U.S. and Canada are baby machines with a genocidal smiling intent towards U.S. With the adl and splc protecting U.S. from any resistence.
2003-12-21 23:18 | User Profile
It's true that the 20th century has seen genocide of the white populations, often of the brightest and most able people. That, combined with the subsequent low birth rate, pc brainwashing and opening the borders may spell doom for our peoples. And whites continue to be blind to this. White DNA and communities are the greatest treasures.
2003-12-21 23:20 | User Profile
You would need to show that those who did not carry the genes that made the dying white men courageous were the ones who reproduced in larger numbers, or who kept other white from reproducing.
The fact that many genes are recessive and, further, found in non-fighting white women, makes this difficult. Also, it may be that those who did survive had more children than they would have if there had not been a war.
A good start would be to compare the number who died chidless with the overall white male population in each relevant period.
My feeling is that we are genetically better than ever, and that it is our long subservience to global/Jewish religious mania that is now doing us in (I understand the Jews to be more or less the umbellical cord between the West and the selfish, global hive-'mind.') We need to purify our Christianity and other spiritual traditions of any subservience to the Old Covenant, and recognize that Jews today are those whose ancestors were chosen for hardship that was to serve as an example to later Christians, and who failed to 'get' the meaning of this example.
[QUOTE=Smedley Butler]Nine and half million WHITE men died in the so called WAR TO END ALL WARS, non-sense from 1914-1919 period. Almost 700,000 white men lost their lives in the U.S. so called civil war, not counting civilian deaths to malnutrician, disease and heart break. Almost a half million U.S. Whites died in JWW2 not counting millions of European white warriors..The social fabric of white has been torn to peices. My point is so many of our bravest, smartest, and caring men have been murdered off in terrible fratricidal wars, so we missing great parts of our DNA. Plus through the 60's and into the 70's with Shumachers book " Small is Beautiful" He toughted conserve etc. We did, and were stabbed the back with open borders. So many of U.S. whites had no children or one, while savage's bread like flies. This why by 1977-78, there was an absolute shortage of teen age boys to do yard work etc. Then a real rush of Mexican's came in, and other genocidal white haters starting flooding in too. Perhaps as is the evidence is clear most of our brain washed women and a smaller amount of men, feel the stress of the anti-white hate, and that feeling alone stops too many whites who feel insecure, and do have children. Many of the higher income educated have small family's. I have heard too many women say I am not having children in this messed up world, as the glaring Mongol from Mexico in the store has five kids, and is pregnant is about 23.. Most non whites in the U.S. and Canada are baby machines with a genocidal smiling intent towards U.S. With the adl and splc protecting U.S. from any resistence.[/QUOTE]
2003-12-21 23:37 | User Profile
One more thing, millions of White women and children were murdered, starved, and burned to death from 1914 to present, especially as most all on O.D. know the genocide in Europe/Russian, by Jewish Communish/Capitalist forces. Not counting Armenian Christians slaughter of 100 years ago, or our bombing of a Christian ORTHODOX country recently, as they fighting off a non white, non Christian invasion of their home land. I remember Clitooon hater's cheering and waving flags because we were stopping genocide! The TV fools... The race war is for keep's, and the Chinese are with a doubt National Socialist. The thread on this forum about Tojo's Diary shows the sick leaders of Britain as they were fouling any chance for peace and fairness in the East.. Moa, would never have come to power except for our support.. The Japanese civlian government was removed, as it was seen by the Hirohito that West was using loaded dice..
2003-12-21 23:54 | User Profile
I know very little about Orthodoxy in Eastern Europe, but I imagine that it involves a certain amount of proper racial feeling in countries such as Russia and Serbia.
However, the Orthodox church in the US often promots race mixing with Middle Eastern Orthodox Christians. It is disgusting.
Of course, I get the feeling that some Protestant denominations promote similar horrors, and, then, of course, there is the Vaticans war on national borders and birth control for 3rd world overbreeders.
As I mentioned, I think the key to white survival is re-thinking our spirituality to eliminate negative historical elements tied to Judaism. This needs to be done in the German-Anglo-American axis of theological thought. The Orthodox et al can than rethink things so as to preserve their traditions, while still catching the spirit of the Protestant effort to recover pre-Judaic primitivism and redeem it for a purified Protestant faith.
[QUOTE=Smedley Butler]One more thing, millions of White women and children were murdered, starved, and burned to death from 1914 to present, especially as most all on O.D. know the genocide in Europe/Russian, by Jewish Communish/Capitalist forces. Not counting Armenian Christians slaughter of 100 years ago, or our bombing of a Christian ORTHODOX country recently, as they fighting off a non white, non Christian invasion of their home land. I remember Clitooon hater's cheering and waving flags because we were stopping genocide! The TV fools... The race war is for keep's, and the Chinese are with a doubt National Socialist. The thread on this forum about Tojo's Diary shows the sick leaders of Britain as they were fouling any chance for peace and fairness in the East.. Moa, would never have come to power except for our support.. The Japanese civlian government was removed, as it was seen by the Hirohito that West was using loaded dice..[/QUOTE]
2003-12-22 07:40 | User Profile
1st of all I want to say that I am honored to be here. it is very comforting to me to have people who can identify with my frustrations and who actually agree with me, rather than the usual flack I get from expressing my views to others (no matter how kindly I put things).
But I just got in from work and its late, so I wont be able to reply to everyone tonight, but I read each and every word from all of your posts and I thank you all for taking the time out to send me over some words of encouragement.
I am at my wits end though. I totally feel trapped in this place and that not only makes me feel like a loser for not being able to overcome the obstacles in my life to this point, but more importantly it leaves me stuck in this dump. Dont get me wrong... My block is the BEST block for miles, I have quite a few older cubans living around me, and they all take care of their property and make life bearable for the poeple around them (me lol) to live in relative peace. I mean even the ones who do not have much, make the most of what they have and take care of their stuff and have a sense of community. But I cant *ing go anywhere without being surrounded by blacks. I live right smack in the middle of two very bad ghetto's... I mean maybe 200 yards from one set of housing projects and a quarter mile on the other side. Bullets flying and sorry *ing black gangbanger looking punks walking by at all hours.
Not to mention I NEVER get to be around people like myself... I mean the whites I do know, do NOT think the way I do. and despite my efforts, they all, for the most part, still buy into all the politically correct BULLSHIT. I mean dont get me wrong... I may be 100% Irish and I have just as much pride as any of you, but I also must regrettfully admit that if any of you ever met me in person, you would SWEAR I was a wigger. I mean growing up with these heathens for 30 years has had that effect on me. I have a *ing accent that I cant shake. Of course I dont speak in ebonics, EVER! But people on the phone swear I am black nonetheless. Which is yet another blow to my selfesteem. Very *ing frustrating. And another thing I hate is that I have adopted some of their bad habits and attitudes, especially when i was younger. which I am still trying to shake to this day!
Like I said... I feel like a loser for not being a big enough man to have gotten myself PERMANENTLTY out of this dump by now. And for many years I sat around pissing and moaning about affirmative action, integration,etc... the SAME way black people do, using those excuses as a crutch and letting my anger,frustration, feeling of hopelessness, and apathy get the best of me. I mean I spent a good part of my life rebelling before I finally woke up and realized that noone is listening, and that my actions (lack of action) only hurt myself. And when I did wake up, I found myself in this hole (financial) that I still am trying to get out of.
It **ing sucks... but it is high time I do something about it. I am a little gun shy about just picking up and leaviung though. I did that when I moved to Utah and that venture failed. So next time I want to be better prepared for such a move. So I am working 2 jobs and saving as best I can. All the while looking for a nice white wife (or Cuban) to settle down with. I mean i get hit on all the time at work, but if they aint white, they aint right, as far as I am conerned. And I dont go sticking my dk in just any old hole that I can. I think I may have to go back to Europe and find me a good woman. Found quite a few when I was there this summer and man.. as some of you know... they have SUCH a great attitude about family and being a good wife and mother. They value all the right stuff. From what I could tell at least. And settling for anything less is out of the question for me. So maybe I need to take my movie star good looks back to Prague and sweep up some nice young girl off her feet. lol :) Only this time I need to bring one home with me.
lol well sooo much for my being too tired to reply to everyone. I am wide awake, so I will do that now. :)
2003-12-22 07:59 | User Profile
[QUOTE=bbblitzz]:starwars: I can completly understand where you are coming from. I grew up in a black area of chicago and had to fight my way through shcool every other day. I was lucky and was born from good German-Scottish stock, and by the time I was 16 years old had grown to 6 feet 5 inches and 230 pounds of don't **** with me.
---------ya, i was lucky too i guess. i could always take care of myself as well, and I got that same Irish - Scottish blood running in my veins as well. :) I am 230 pounds as well, only I am a midget compared to you at 5'10", lol But i was about 200 in highschool as well. But ultimitely all my being a bad ass got me was a knife in the chest. Though I would rather have another one jammed in right now, than to back down to ANYONE. **** em...
I was also brought up in a household of complete left-wing self-hating liberals that never in there life's had to go to school with any blacks but kept telling me that it would be a good experience to growup with black people so that I would understand them better. At one time there was even a drive by my mother for me to start dateing black girls and for me to even marry a woman of another race so that my parents could show all their liberal friends how well they had raised their child. ( I had other plans in mind for my wife and children )
-----------------well i was lucky in that regard. My dad is a fair man and he NEVER pushed any racist views on any of us, but he let his feelings be known and it was clear where he stood on things. And all he had to do was guide me along.. the rest of the things were right there in front of my eyes for me to see for myself. I mean it doesnt take much to see the reality of things, when you keep an open mind to them. And I will take a similar approach with my own children some day. Last thing i want is my kids feeling they need to rebel against me, making my worse fears a reality!
The only way for me to escape was to go into the military after high school. I was 17 years old and forced my parents to sign the papers that allowed me to go into the military, if not when I was 18 I would go in myself and they would never hear from me again. From their thoughts of he will never make it in the military, they signed my papers and I was able to see the world from a differant point of view. I learned what it was like to be around other white males and to intermix with other whites around the country. I then went to europe and understood the greatness of the white race. I expeienced how beautiful a white woman really is and to be cared for by her.
----------I went to Europe for a few months this year myself, for the 1st time. And let me tell you... I had an awakening like never before. I am forever changed. And also deeply sadened for what I KNOW to be the future of Europe and the white Europeans whom are left there to mix with the scum that has now just about taken over most places.
When I came back home from the military my family could not even understand the nature of the new man I had become. My father told anyone who would listen that the military had screwed me up and that I had some problems to work out. I on the other hand I had become a very aggressive, masculine, self aware, white male. That was not allowed in my families house.
It took me a few months to get my afairs in order then I moved out and never looked back. I have a good relationship with my parents but only at arms leangth.
-----------you handled your situation like a man bro. From an early age too. I admire that. Thats something I have never been able to do, to this point. At least not in that way. I have let my situation get the best of me much more than it ever should have.
My wife is from europe and I met her in the United states. I have three children and would love to have at least one more. I am a gen-x white male and personally lived the liberal nightmare in my youth. The fact is that I made a decision very early in my life not to except the shit that other people had planned for my life. I understood that there must be a sacrafice of something for my freedom. I was willing to take that chance and give my life if needed for the opprotunity to free my body and mind. That is what has made the white race the greatest race the world has ever known. [B][U]I teach my sons that the only thing a black man is afraid of is a white man who is not afraid!!!![/U] [/B]
-----------well... thats a great lesson to teach them. hopefully their experiences lead them to a place similar to the one you are in. you definitely seem to have your shit together. and you are where i hope to be one day soon. thats great!!!! I feel happy as can be for you!
Never allow anyone or any race dictate your decisions or your future. You are an educated white male in a country that is still white ruled. When you start to understand that and really start to believe it you will improve your situation. It will take some real sacrafice on your part and possibly picking yourself up and leaving your situation to start over again. The one thing that you must have is faith, in yourself and your superior being. It is what has elevated my life to a greater level that I enjoy today.
------------you are very accurate with all you said here bro. I mean, thats pretty damn good of you to have been able to understand where i am coming from and how i am feeling to have enabled you to give such appropriate and great advice! thanks!
The United States is a beautiful country go out there and find yourself a good white woman and if you have too get one from europe. There are plenty of them that would love to meet a fine American white male. Most only want a good man that will be loyal and want to raise a fine white family. I know this first hand because my wife is from europe. She agrees with the vast majority of all my thinking when it comes to race and culture. She promotes racial identity and quietly shows the children the differances of the races. She softly teaches that the only exceptable wife or husband to our children will be of the white race. My boys openly ask her if there mother will find them a wounderful wife for themselves from her original country. She tells them she will do her best when the time comes.
---------thats the plan!!!! :)
These are the concepts that must be reborn in our white people of this country. It is not to late for these things to be reinstituted within the culture of the white family. I know, because I live it everyday. I am that average middle class white male who is going to take back my culture but it must start with the children because the older generations are completly lost and our salvation is with the gen-xers and younger. They are the ones that hold our races future. We must teach our children to love themselves again and to see the world and all true modern achievments as being from the white race and forget all others. [B]It will come, you must have faith in yourselves.[/B] Always improvise, adapt and overcome those who would destroy this faith. There will be times when you are knocked down but you must find the streangth to get back up to face the world.
----------once again.. thanks brother. thats great advice and i appreciate your taking the time to type all that shit up for me. I just want you to know it did me some good and you didnt waste your time trying to help me out. Makes me feel a whole lot better knowing there are people like yourself out there and gives me some hope!
thanks!
[B][U]Know you will win and you will win. [/B][/U]
----------ok.. now i am tired. :) get back to the rest of ya tomorrow!
bbblitzz[/QUOTE]
thanks
2003-12-26 01:01 | User Profile
Jerry's site is UP again, not that it will make you feel any better.
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And who was behind all this "Equality" nonsense?
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